So i was like wondering what the hell im doing here when i have like 126457545875368787 pages of bio and chem notes to install to my already overloaded brain..yea can feel like its gonna burst anytime now...ohhh ohhh and how can i forget bout math!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE MATH. it makes me happy. yay.    

BULLSHIT.

im supposed to be studying now.

BUT WHAT AM I DOING HERE?????!

seriously,im so sick of bio

argh.

 

and ranting didnt make things any better.em..maybe a lil. T.T

but the worst is.darn.i always feel like crying, like suddenly being emotional and all and u can feel the tears welling up but NOOOOOOOO.the tears just wont flow out..not even close to flowing, it just get stucked there..somewhere THERE. i dont know where. just there and then its gone. no tears, nth..just a sense of frustration. so ure back to ur normal neutral mode again after realising how foolish is it to almost cry over some trivial matters.

 

haha.i found that ive high self motivation.evrytime i feel like giving up, there is this lil voice that come echoing at some part inside my brain telling me "yo,you are not giving up just like dat ok.you can do it. nth can stop you." and then there right at the spot, i wud raise up and work harder than ever. its amazing. or maybe its God miraculous power? perhaps.

 

so you see, im supposed to sound angry and ranting my shit here but hahaha..i think writing something meaningful makes me feel much better.wth.haha.

oo.its time to get back to bio.

and this time, im gonna finish that 12143435874689569868956 pages of notes no matter how hard or how long it takes.

but too bad i only have like less than 3 days.

LOL. i hope my tears will actually flow out when the feeling comes again...it makes me feel better to know that i can achieve that.hahahaha.