hello i almost gonna crash the computer monitor haha no lah i'm a patient person yeah alright i finally logged in do you know how long i have waited for this page to appear like 23546587675465498686872483 minutes ago you know even when im typing these words also seem to take ages to appear why??! oh WHY??! so annoying dah lah i have lost the zest for everything takkan want me to bang my head on the wall meh want to express my dissatisfaction here also have to go through so much of troubles and the more i wait and stare at the blank screen the more frustrated and depressed i get oh man the speed im typing is even faster than the speed of words come into sight hell yeah i cant see what im typing but anyway, i just got a new haircut last saturday and I TELL YOU, it feels damn goood cause i finally had the guts to chop off my long mane haha yeah my hair WAS like a lion's mane seriously so messy and frizzy and unmanageable haha yay so i got myself a new cute bob okay you must be thinking already BOB why bob?!! everybody is getting bob these days so mainstream no no i don't mind at all okay erm no actually that was a lie i do mind of course but i love my bob too much so much that i don't really care about anything else including comments from some people that said my hair looked like a mushroom, watermelon, etc etc.. what lah funny people anyhow i can't help but sinking into depression lately because trials like in two weeks time ..time flies ohhhhh and i haven't got the momentum kicking in YET so what i do now is forced study something which i really detest but what other choices i have huh sighhh im sorry this post is all whiny but i guess you don't mind since you read everything from the start to this point hehe wish me luck people and your are always welcome to leave your comments and advices on how to DESTRESSS plssss